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Jan. 10th, 2008

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Jan. 1st, 2008

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today i went to target
and in the woman's clothing section
there were
rows
and
rows
of swimingsuits....
WTF???! its just january and its like -800 outside!
the cusommer nation is pathetic... ya

otherwisei got Hook for like $6, and an avatar gameboy game, sweeeeeet (my thumbs are so out of practice)

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Happy New Year

wow long time not write!

well wow! 2007 was a busy year!
I did the whole "course" part of my Montessori training, every saturdays and 7 binders of work! so yea this whole year has been pretty Montessori centered! crazy, but i still love it more and more!
I feel i have grown a lot through out all this, but i know i still have a long ways to go and lots to do and figure out!
hope your 2007 was grand and that 2008 will be even better! :]

Otherwise xmas was great, no fights, no stress (well not too much anyways) great food, lots of gifts everywhere, and a full house! it went by really fast though (as always really) My sis and her 3 (1/2) kids were here for a whole week and it went really well, didnt get much studying done (i have practical exams in january, and written in february, then my internship) but that turned out to be a nice little vacation!
I got a super awesome pikaboo book from my mom with pics of my art, it was pretty cool (though some make me cringe... lol)
$60 in a maze thingy box where you have to get the ball in the right place to get to the cash (ended up using a magnet, it was very frustrating)
a book on illustrating children's books (yay!) and one with experssions (that should help, when i get back in the art groove!)
a barnes and nobles gift card, and a mug, some chocolats, and a pic of my nieces/nephew
some art supplies, pens and the likes
an ipod car charger
an lots of love!
man i feel spoiled!
but the bestest part was watching the nieces and nephews open and play iwth their presents! that was made of win!
the religious par tof the holiday went great too, not as much singing as usual but i guess thats ok , mass was good, and imust say our nativity scene was quite beautiful! its so easy though to forget about the whole point of xmas, thats sad. but being all (sortof) together is always rewarding
we had to take the xmas tree down today though, it was shedding horribly

new years was a bit different this year, we actually stayed up... wow
i didnt have anywhere/party to go to so i stayed with the family, great food, good movie (stardust, the book is still the best, butits great!), games, and then we went to mass at 11:30pm! that was totally crazy, so tired and a bit too much white wine in me, but it was pretty cool too. i really didnt want to go and miss the count down and fireworks, but it was a really nice way to finish and start the year, with God and through communion. i really want to grow more in my faith this year, sometimes i just feel like such a hypocrite or just all talk and no action, i wish i could still have taht childlike faith, its so beautiful, i choose to be Catholic, not because thats what my parents are and what i have grownup in but because it makes sense and feels right and true. now i just need to get in a stronger relationship with God. so after mass we had a bit of champagne at the church, which was pretty fun and then home and sleep, and i got up at 11:30am it was great!

Now i m not big on new years resolotion, they never work, i had rather make a "day" resolution each day. but yea this year up ahead is my exams, my internship (unpaid, so thats gonna be a bit tricky!), a new job, 2 new nieces/nephew, my graduation, hopefully a trip to france or WYD in Sydney, and maybe a boyfriend (that would be nice)
and yea, i think its gonna be a full year, and i ll turn 20, yikes!

anyways, past all the rambling and words, i hope you all have a Fantastic Year!
xoxoxoxo

Sep. 29th, 2007

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i gots me a zipzip

so yea i dunno if you guys heard of the lego usb ports? well i thought they were pretty cool and then i broke mine (on accident after stepping on it and stuff cause it was pretty long) sooo what did i do?! i bought a LEGO USB!!! IT IS THE COOLEST THING EVERRRR! and it 2-3 inches long no more and without the cap its about 1!!! and its a 2gb one! soo sweeet! i got this one> http://www.zipzip.net.au/catalog/item/4923923/4955420.htm
too much fun!
otherwise life is good, i m actually enjoying going to work and the kids arent violent so thats new! i m loving doing my homework so thats pretty exceptional as well and i complelty lack a social life but thats ok it ll come...
i did go to lunch with a coworker and i bit into a jalapeno on acciden it was hiding under all the yumi stuff and my mouth was on FIRE! my lips were burning too it was crazy! but really funny on the whole! yea my adventure of the week
also avatar and heroes started up again so thats fun! and i just wish i could drw more and read books more too!
yap thats all

Aug. 14th, 2007

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I am NOT moving

ok so, sooo freaking mucha has happened in the last month its ridiculous! I will make this brief and without all the details and explanations cause that would last for a good number of pages.
so i was supposed to start my new job up in denver on monday (working in a school with 3-6 year olds as a lead teacher, i have not finished my training though and i m still just 19), but i had meetings and work days to go to this week and stuff. and saturday was a work day where we cleaned up the classroom and some parents were there etc. . . aaand i panicked, i was there and stuff but i was having panick attacks and stuff and not at my best so i said i was feeling sick and went home a bit early (i had panick attacks before, but now they all come back and its not good, everytime there is changes and stuff, but i m dealing with it and stuff, and now i know how to handle them and eventually they ll just fully go away but thats gonna take time, normal)
so i didnt give a very good impression and stuff and i guess some parents were concerned (which i totally understand, but i was just not myself and there wasnt much i could do) so i want back on monday for meetings and the head of school and she said that i was going to be an assistant instead so that i wouldnt panick and stuff (she was great very nice and professional but firm as well) and so that my salary would be cut down....
so yea now i cant go because with the salary planned at the beginning it was the bare minimum for me to move etc, and with less i cant do it, but i think thats probably better, now i can calm down finish my training and pull myself together get my panick attacks resolved and all that so in a way i think its probably for the better but man that school was just so perfect, with an awesome community, staff, environment, just awesome! maybe i ll apply again in a few years but gosh i feel bad and lieka bit of an idiot!
so now i dont know what i m going to do, i m gonna have to find a new job and stuff but since school has already started and stuff it gonna be hard, so maybe i ll find a misc job (barnes and nobles would be awesome) and look for a school in january for when i have to do my teaching training.
all in all i think that growing up is just a big pain and not so fun!

otherwise i saw bourne ultimatum, i was so tired after the movie though cause the camera was moving constantly but i thought i was pretty good but more of a transition movie than anything but the action is always fun, the story line wasnt as complex and interesting as the other two though.
didnt get much art done, and im actully feeling very unartistic and untalented but whatever
the family is still here its going great, a madhouse, but good! they leave in a week and then my parents the little sister and i are all going to wyoming for a week of complete isolation and vacation! and i m actually looking forward to it, wasnt going to be able to go until today really.
the summer feels like it has just gone by really fast, i start school/training again saturday that should be interesting i think though im not really looking forward to it but i know it will be good. doesnt feel like i have had a break really, since january actually. its been hot in the day and stormy in the evening its fun! didnt go places much or do a lot of stuff. i did watch all the die hards which i love! so much fun, i had never seen one before so it was pretty neat.
i want to go see stardust so baaaad, i loved the book so so much, read it twice in a row it was awesome, and i heard that the movie was fantastic so i hope i ll see it soon!
OO Deathly Hallows was fantastic, very dark though, and i read it way too fast, so i ll have to reread it sometime, but yea man what a serie! i dont have much to write about it cause everyone else did it for me really! lol!
so yea not much else to write, well probably but i cant think of anything right now, but to have "quit" that job i do feel a LOT of stress lifted off and thats just awesome
sorry this was long but heck no one reads it anyways!
adios talking of dios he is always good and i really need to trust in Him more and stuff so yea.
laterz
oooooo and i got my capoeira nick name! its SAPO! means frog, hahah lol i love it!

Jul. 19th, 2007

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I AM MOVING!

so i just got a new job up in denver, and i start in less than a month! OMG i m soo nervous! i dont really know what is going to be happening but i m pretty excited and happy too!
its gonna be for 1 year, after that i dunno!
man o man!
HP7 tmorrow! and all the family from france just arrived! and i still have a huge amount of homework to do, arrrgh!

May. 13th, 2007

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DAMNIT!

so fandango was being an ass the last two weeks and i coulnt get my Pirates midnight ticket, and not it F***** sold out! i am soooo pissed off, aaaand they dont knwo if they are oging to have more showings! aaaand i dont want to go to another theater cause everyone i know is going to that one, so maaaaaan i m sooooooooo maaaaaaad!
stupidstupidstupid! i should hav just gone to the theater and bought it there, arrrrrr

Mar. 17th, 2007

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Hey, everybody!
man i havent updated in a really long time and well lots have happened!
I m still working as an assistant and they just added to my hours which is really good because now i have a car payment to pay.... (funny thin is that just before they did that (adds about $200 to my paycheck per month) i was stressing about not having enough money for my car and stuff like that, and then this comes, that really taught me to trust in God more, i dont enough, but man i want to and i want to get closer to Him so much, i just dont seem to be putting the effort in, i need to try harder) i got a car about a month ago, my old one died (worse &$4,000 in repair and $2,000 to sell, so we just said never mind...) its a blue toyota corolla 2003 i like toyotas they last a long time! and the first week i had it, the check engine sign came up and i slipped on ice and had to have the tires all changed and realigned.... but now its all good, man i can tell you just the word car was getting stressful!
school (to become a montessori teacher) is hard, but i m really enjoying the work so its good, its a bit stressful too since the class is only once a week with lots to do for the rest of the week. I m also th eyoungest (18) then its 25, 32, 42, etc... so its a bit hard i feel a bit underestimated at times but everyone is just really nice.
my nephew walks! i m going to see him this after noon so thats cool, and my nieces too, alice (3 and a half) decided that should could do other things with her hair then just two braids (been with braids for a year) emma (2 and a half) decided she could wear dresses (had refused to put a dress on for a year, and was forced for xmas and it was dramatic) so yea kids are nuts i think thats why i love them!
This last week was very emotional though, i mean major pmsing, and getting panick attacks again last night so very little sleep i just got.... i m taking omega 3 and they help fantasticly with my attacks but i ran out and ordered the wrong thing so i wont have them again until beginning of next week (perfect timing to not have them right when i need them the most during pms)but what it is is just fish... seriously! its cool, its the equivalent of me eating fish everyday for everymeal, i guess there is something in the fishes that helps stay balanced or something i dunno the whole stuff but i know it works and taht its not nasty chemicals the doctors always proscribe (the tried to put me on the pill for my panick attacks a year or two agao, stupid doctors) but anyways i m having a hard time accepting that i have panick attacks i keep looking at it as a weakness and its driving me crazy, cause im just so happy always usually. anyways just trying to deal with this... plus no body was home last night so i dont think that helped, darn it i m 18 and i usually love being by myself, anyways i just have to work at it i think and i ll be fine. So after class today (in denver) i m ognna go see my sister and parents who are all up in denver go to mass with them see my nieces/nephew and go home, dont even feel like going back down to the springs by myself. aaaa man, i ll figure it all out eventually.and i think i m going to be very tired today, oh well, i hope we dont get too much homework
but i have to go now and leave for school or i ll be late, so thanks for hearing the rant/vent out, and i need to draw more and work on my art course that i m doing too (by mail, and i havent worked on it for a good week)
love u guys and see u around i hope!
moi

Jan. 2nd, 2007

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Dec. 29th, 2006

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and again

and yes the snow is back.... until sunday.... none stop.....
well at least i get a 4 day weekend now!
Happy New Year 2007 EVERYONE! xoxoxo

Dec. 26th, 2006

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Xmas

Hey there!
hope everyone had a very happy Christmas, i sure did! though of course i was on a hormone ferris wheel, pms, thats never fun EvEr and it always comes at the best times, hahaha
anyways so i got an ipod nano! wooohoooo and it drove me crazy all day long! i couldnt figure itunes out, heck its still driving me crazy, all i want is to be able to figure out how to eplty the library so i can put only the songs i want in there without having to delete and stuff, and have it be all nice and organized like it is on my hard drive... hum, i ll figure it out later. buut duuuude i can play solitaire and like 3 other games on my ipod! wooo i didnt know about this! how cool! oo yea and it finally loaded the songs and stuff and worked (didnt at first dunno y) i ended up putting the language setting in japanese, ahhahah super great and helpfull, good thing i got it fix lol!
saw a bunch of movie previews... epic movie, that look hilarious! happily never after taht looks just perfect and like my kind of movie! and some that didnt seem very note worthy!
also i got a book its a year in art, 365 pictures, something like that and that is just wonderful and beautiful! i also go a bit of makeup which is cool, now i just need to figure out how to put it on, heheheh
no but seriously i think the midnight (aka 6pm) mass was the best, it felt really good to put Christ back in Christmas, to tell you the truth i am soooo sick of santa claus, yea very sick of him. it was funny i was in high (1inch) heels and running to mass in the cold and ice without a jacket, yep that was pretty funny! then we did secret santas (we pray for that person during advent and then we have to make them a gift or it can be something that we already have) and well i had screwed mine up quite a bit, trying to cook traditional ginger bread, was a mess but good, then trying to do a picture, yea it was a mess, i had my dad poor him! lol! but my mom had me and she started a painting (didnt have time to finish) and OMG its sooo beautiful i LOVE it, she is such a great artist! we decided that shes gonna teach me! i m so happy about that!
oo and i gav emy niece the cinderilla dress i made her, she loves it, and looks so adorable in it, i did have to re sew a bit on it today though. hum i need to start sewing agian
we then watched click today and goooooosh that movie is so bad! the idea is good and all but there are just too many sick unnecessary jokes, huck!
anyways thats all i ll write for tonight, i have to get up for work tomorrow, this year didnt feel as much like xmas as before and i was a bit deperaste but i m alright now, i think....
writing helps
yep!

Dec. 21st, 2006

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well i just got home, and here is my odessey
so yesterday morning i wake up at 7:15 to go to work, but my mom tells me that its supposed to snow (starting to) and turn into a blizzard and make travel just about impossible, so i called in to see if we were open (i work in a montessori school, helping out with 6 month old to 6 year old) and of course we were open... they have a never close for the parents' convenience policy there. So i leave and the wheather is already going crazy: looks like there is a sand storm except with snow, 0 visability, 40-50 miles an hour winds and more, snow falling all over and huge drift already forming 2-3 feet. So i start by skidding around some ice and then just freaking out on my way but i make it all the way to school (aka work), woohoo....
And of course there are already lots of kids in the classrooms and everything and parents keep on dropping them off, while the weather is still acting up outside. Yet from inside it doesnt seem so bad until about 10 am. By 10 its decided that we will close by 3 so we have to call all the parents, and we hae about 10-13 kids in our class and same with most of the other classes.
Around 11 i m told i can go home, but (stupidly) i decide to stay and help the teacher at least until nap time at 12:30, by 12:30 when i go it is HELL outside.
I get in my car, the radio is on telling us to not go out except if its a life or death emergency, and i laugh. Until i go towards the end of the parking lot to get onto the street and my car just stops.... hahaha who is laughing now. so i m stuck, about 1 foot of snow surrounds my little tiny not 4X4 car and there is no moving what so ever. great!
so i go back in, but just walking across the small parking lot i m thinking i m gonna die, it is sooo cold and the wind is so strong, i have snow all the way up to my thighs and i am frozen, ears/fingers/eyelashes everything. and I see that lots of parents (only here for a few minutes to pick up there kids ) are stuck as well, wonderful!
so i go back into work the directress is freaking out a bit, we hear sirens all over, and parents start to come in. so i start helping out other teachers, we discuss the situation, we all think it was a HUGE mistake to open today, and that some parents are just plain stupid to bring their kids in on days like this (i m serious some of those parents will go to any length so as not to have to take care of their kids its unbelievable and really sad)
so i call my dad to see if he can pick me, dont really want to spend the night at work. right after calling him i start freaking out because i m hear more and more about accidents and getting stuck and how bad the roads are.... half an hour later my dad calls and says he is turning back because he cant make it and cannot see anything whatsoever, he barely made it to a third of the way (a 15 minute drive total) so now i really dont know whats gonna happen...
all the other teachers are looking for rides, but i cant ask anyone to drive me home because its so dangerous and i live pretty far compared to most.
finally a coworker says that i can go home with her and spend the night if her brotherinlaw can make it there (they live about 3 blocks away) but he is stuck as well. ends up one of the moms pick her child up is their neighbor so we hitch a ride, and man it is SCARY out there, very SCARY!
so now i m at a coworker (whom i barely know seeing as i started working there only 1month ago) 's home were her sister and her family live, and her parents and another sister are staying for the holidays. they we were all super nice and tried to feed me every half hour (Mexican family) we watched tv and well just hang out. it was very nice but i so wanted to be home in my own pjs with my family, snowdays like this is how they should be at home with your family, so i was a bit sad that i didnt get to be home.
so watched a bunch of tv, the mi3, slept on the couch and got woken up at 7am by the 2 year old niece, who only spoke spanish but was just adorable, and so was her sister. problems were that i had nothing for my contacts (they did find a little solution in they had left thank god for me, man they were jsut really nice) no pjs change of cloth, and my periods started.... whooohoooo! just so you know i didnt feel all that confortable the whole time, felt a bit like a burden, but they were just great and doesnt look like i was too much of a pain but man they did so much for me in 24 hours!
in the morning i tried to see if my dad could come and pick me up, he was able to make it by 2:30pm, there was a 3ft drift in front of our garage.... then the sun came up and started to melt everything little by little so it was a bit better.
so i got home safe and sound but in desperate need for a shower and my own pjs as well as my teddy bear and home! lol!
it was a CRAZY 40 hours, and the roads are still bad with hundreds of cars along the ditches, some totally ramed in. we did learn that we didnt have work today (Thank God, it didnt seem like they would take a day off until 10pm! and we will most likely be opened tomorrow, and well we only will have monday off too, sucks) but hey thats life right!
so i hope i can get pictures and apparently in denver they turned parks into sledding parks with hot coco and stuff (everything was closed in the whole state, colorado, im in colorado springs) ooo and yea and the whole state was under a disaster emergency or something....
yea this truely was the Mother of all Blizzards and Snowstorms, and it will go down in History!
so many people are stuck at the airports too, man and just before the holidays, i did think i might not be able to be home for xmas....
here you have it all (well almost i m sure!)

also last sunday we saw eragon and it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be but not the bst movie ever either, the kid was cuter than i thought too and made the movie better, some of the characters were off but some were just right, all in all it was a pretty good/ok summary of the book
and the next Harry Potter book is gonna be "Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows" not sure what i think of that just yet....

Oct. 24th, 2006

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Update on Life

well seeing as quite a bit has happened lately, i think its about time i wrote something....
So I have made a desicion (i know wow) this semester is going to be my last, I am not returning to UCCS next semester. I gave up on trying to find a major that I could tolarate when I dont really need one, and that will save me a lot of money also. So next semester I will start taking classes once a week in Denver to become a Montessori teacher. And I will work part time as an assistant teacher in a Montessori school in the springs. So I am pretty excited with the turn my life has taken, only thing is that I do have to finish this semsester and its a draaag. So when I have my diploma (International so that is just AWESOME) I will probably work a bit longer with the school and then I plan on traveling around the world and teaching in Montessori schools around the world. At the same time of course I will continue on building my business strong so that before i am 30 years old I can RETIRE for EVER!
Man life is good!
there was a bunch of other things i wanted to write but now i cant remember, my mind has been a bit like swiss cheese lately, full of holes, hahahha
alright! so i ll talk to you all later
ooo and I am working on winning an artistry contest by december if anyone is interested in having me come over and showing them the products...
love you guys!

Sep. 18th, 2006

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Baby #6

yeap, there is a new addition to the family!
My sister Jehanne (:iconkaociel: s wife) had their first son yesterday and 3rd baby!
He's name is Gabriel and he is 52cm long and weights 3,8 kg (u do the math for that other system that is not metric....)
and just saw a quick phone picture, and he looks really cute! (of course i mean he's from my family... lol)
So yeap thats exciting! He was born very fast too, though there were some troubles, he was born blue, and well thats not too good, but everyone is fine now!
:D

and pictures! >>
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Leah, Sarah, Gabriel
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Sarah, Gabriel
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Leah, Gabriel
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Gabriel the 6th grandkid for my parents! (second nephew)

Jul. 31st, 2006

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hello everyone!!
again long time no write, and i wont write much i m on a french key board, screws me up bad!!
so i have been at my grand parents for about a week now, in france we are staying in a castle and it is just awesome, and i finally get to see more of my family, even though i only got to see one of my sisters for just a few days but thats better than nothing.
but ok i really need everyone prayers right now, my grandpa is in the hospital, and my grandma s brother just died in the night, so just keep them in your prayers please please please!!!!
love u all and i cant type much more on this it is driving me crazy

Jun. 16th, 2006

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wow i m an adult!

well only technicaly, lol!
so i turned 18 on the 11th, and was spoiled rotten!on the 10th i did a barebacue with friends, that was fun, lots of m&ms and laughs! the 11th, my parents took me to the rennaissance festival! and it was a BLAST! so i got a tablet and a usb key from my parents, a new phone from my grandma, and so much love!!!!! ooo and i got myself a laptop , its my baby!! lol! an also i got my own website with my business, and just got my first client, there is the site: www.sanslimites.wwdb.biz and i also got a job at Jason's Deli, plus i do babysitting four days a week so i am pretty darn busy, but well i do need the money, and work doesnt hurt too bad!
so life is still good, lots of stuff going on, and i love it, though being lazy and all that is really nice too!
here are a bunch of pictures>>>
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May. 3rd, 2006

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God Rox

ahhh man where to begin! seriously this year has been totally awesome faith wise (and just about eveyrthing else wise, still need my first kiss before i turn 18 loljk) though seriously.... i have been struggling a lot in trying to understand my faith and God better, and i have found so many places where i can talk about it all its such a blessing! and well its the good kind of struggle i htink, even though i try to understand everything a bit too much sometimes. God is Good!

Tonight we prayed again as a family, we hadnt done that for a very long time, and of course at first i didnt really want to and would have prefered to play an other game of boggle (didnt win todya thats not supposed to happen ;-) ) anyways we did and as we prayed the rosary bunch of question kept bumping in and well it was quite a fight (thats how its been at mass lately and it is seriously tireing and energy draining) after we were done, i started asking question, why do we do this why do we do that.... and all, and my parents, little sis, and i started having this awesome huge discussion on God, and the Catholic faith! man this was such an awesome feeling! i have such a great family and holy parents, seriously! it blows my mind! what did i do to deserve them seriously?! i couldnt have fallen into a better family! its beautiful! it makes it so much harder to see broken families!!!! man i m about to cry... i feel just so overwhelmed....

And also seeing as i ahve been hanging out with New Life, and makes me wonder about the differences between Catholics and Protestants or "Christians" but i think its making me want to learn even more about my faith, and i see how much they are missing! i dont want to sound bad or anything, or as if Catholics have all the answers. but we have the Eucharist, the True presence of Christ and we can recieve him inside of us every day if we want! I dunno but God from a Catholic persepective seems so much Bigger! its hard to explain or even put into words, the best i can say is that God is God! He can do anything and everything, he is so much more than just our own heavenly friend! and the saints are such a blessing to have aroudn! for the last few weeks i kept wondering why do we pray to the saints and all and blablabla, but they are so awesome! they know God so much more than we do they are so much closer to Him than we are, they can intercide for us in so many ways. and its just like when they were alive they performed miracle and they still do, though it all comes from God obviously. Sometimes is just seems too good to be true, and alsmost like a fairy story, but when u thinnk about it some many stories ahve used the Christian faith to tell their own stories. hum that probably made no sense, but heck i know what i am saying.

Man i WANT to be holy! I want to live a holy life, i want to stay pure and chaste and a virgin until my wedding night, and want to take God, Faith, and Life seriously!!! i WANT to make a difference in the world, and want to do what i was put on the earth to do what ever that may be!!! man writting all this down feels so good because i know it in my heart but to write it all down makes it seem so much more real!



I really need to go get sleep i have a final tomorrow... not a big one but still i need to get to school early.... woowo!

so thank you all of you how are in my life, i feel sooooooo blessed!! and thank you God for my family and the people you have put in my life, i could never have asked for more or better or even dream of better!

Apr. 19th, 2006

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alright! i have been wanting to sit down and type for a while now! this last weekend was just a blast for me!
lets start with holy week, i wasnt too excited about going to mass (thursady,friday, and saturday) or about the whole easter thing. didnt want to have to think about God and all that. but i went with it and it was awesome and defnetly worse it! I really want/need to grow in my faith. i want to fall in love with God, but i drive myself crazy cause i feel like im not making any of the efforts. seems like im just talk w/out action. so i bug myself! but its ok cause i m starting to go to a group with some friends from new life, and even though we defently have our differences (me being catholic and all) i know its gonna help me lot! i went yesterday and it was great! actually i think the fact that we dont belkieve the exact same thing is making it more of a challenge and helping me even more. anyways my weekend
so the masses for holy week were great and very prayerful and deep. we went to st. Gabriels and just the church is beautiful, so just that helps so much to come with a praying heart! easter vigil was 3h1/2 long, but i didnt even mind that much, which surprised me! lol
so my sis and her kids came over on friday, they are all so adorable i love them!!! and we spent friday and saturday getting ready for easter. Friday was my mom's bday too, but we celebrated it on easter. sat i went to the movies with my 2 year old niece to see curious george, that was so much fun! finally it was a movie truly for kids! it was very cute, sweet, innocent and refreshing. she liked it too i think, i know i did lol! oh we also went to se the thorn at newlife, it was a fun show and very well done, specially the devil, his costume and make up were quite awesome! i thought it was good, but maybe not deep enough? too much of a show really. now the passion wooooow, i dread watching it everytime now, but it is so good! back to the thorn, it was good, but yea i dont think its something that would make me discover Jesus if i wasnt a believer. well i dunno, it was good...
now then easter day was nice simple and a blast. we spent it as a family and it was just great!! we did an easter egg hunt with the kids, and my mom too, we hide her presents around the yard. that was a blast, then nice long french like lunch! yum! and then we spent the afternoon not doing a thing, just enjoying each other's company and the blessings we have! we played games too. it was so nice and relaxing! and thats also when we found out that my grandparents sold some of their property that they never used, which means that they are sharing the money between their kids and that means that we will be able to go to france for their 80th bday! SO HAPPY. but i cant say i was too surprised, i knew we would be able to go, every time we want to go someplace and it seems absolutly impossible, something always comes up. we are so blessed its crazy!
other then that im seriously looking forward to the end of school. still babysitting and i m gonna tutor a girl in french this afternooon, no idea what its gonna be like, we shall see.
there was so much i wanted to write but i cant think of it all now. bummer.
i think i can really say that lately i have really been happy. and i have so many new and old friends, i just feel so loved! i love you guys! and thanks for ur friendship!
hum this is all quite chessy looking back at what i wrote! lol. but yea i do have to get to class, so i ll write more later. and i want to work on my story (lol i ll probably do that in class hahahhah)

Apr. 4th, 2006

me face pauline

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fun! i havent looked at all the results yet ahhahahah

Mar. 7th, 2006

me face pauline

blab!

well i havent written anything in a while, and i really want to write something though i really hsould be in bed. i was so tired today, dunno why, i mean i get enough sleep and all... tis weird!
so right now my new hair thing is that i really really want to get dread locks.... go figure.... not the big kind with sticky hicky stuff in it, just some nice thin ones, or maybe bunch of tiny braids, though the dread locks sound much better to me... i think ihave a problem with wanting to do things with my hair!! lol!
so i promised some pics of baby Joshua, saw him almost 2 weeks ago, sooo cute!
Pictures! )
i m almost done with my dress that i started back in sept, so i ll post pics of them later
and i had a lot to write but now i cant think of it so too bad!

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